Getting worst.

Sigh. I no mood to post today. No mood to skate some more just now. Cannot even concentrate on Game Of Skate. Lost a lot of times. It's starting to affect my life I used to live the best. Now I realized, how important she is to me in my life. But, there's a question that's not been answered. And I need to know the answer. And that is, are we still together? I've tried asking. Either she keep changing topics or she wouldn't message me back. It gets worse. Sometimes, like today, she wouldn't even reply my message. I don't know why. But I'll not think negatively. And don't ask me whether I'm fine or not. Because it's so obvious that I'm not. I said I'm fine sometimes because I really don't want to talk about it. It'll really turn my day off and I'll end up being sad all over again although I try to cheer myself up after that. And for those who kept cheering me on, I really appreciate your help and I'd like to thank you guys for giving me all the advice. For those who made me, us, fall into these situation, I hope you guys will fall in the same situation and feel how painful it is for both the girl and the guy. I really do. So, for those fuckers out there, try and test me again, and I'll make sure you get what you deserve. Try me.(:

PS: People from Facebook whom I don't know much are adding me up on msn. Fuck them.