Sigh Number 2.

What should I do now? Kept thinking about her. Accidentally read her blog. Felt wrong. Now, I worry for her more. All soo sudden. Can't stop thinking. Never will. But the question remains: Should I EVER go on without her or should I just wait? My patience is wearing thin, but I need to cling on to it. Because I miss her so dearly much. Never had I this kind of feeling towards anybody. Oh please, stop talking about you leaving soon, please. It's making me think of you more. Please. I don't need you to love me. I just don't want you to get hurt. Promise me. Promise.