Sigh.

I really don't feel like I wanna blog today. But it's soo long. So, decided to blog anyway. Million and one things in my mind. But I can't catch all of them. Don't know why. One thing is certain though. Heartbroken. Sick. Light-headed. Dumb piece of shit. You name it, I feel it. I really don't know why. I guess I shouldn't have started liking her. BUT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT? I'M A GROWING MAN, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. But, what to do. I'm just another looser who just wants to be loved. Well, didn't get it. Typing this almost made me cry. Such a sensitive guy I am. Well, there's nothing that I could do except to pray that I don't get attracted to my desires or worse, her. Argh! I can't get her off my mind! FUCK! Cannot bear. I gtg. Big headache.