I feel like when she moves – the time doesn’t.

These girls ain’t got nothing on you
uhh, say baby I had to mention
that if you were a star you’d be the one I’m searching for
all the girls they got attention
but I just always feel like there in need of something you got
its obvious you’re pretty
heard that your a student working weekends in the city
trying to take you out girl, hope your not too busy
and if there’s nothing wrong, got this little song
for you to get ready to
put those fucking heels on and work it girl
let that mirror show you what your doing
put that fucking dress on and work it kind of vicious
like somebody’s taking pictures

shut it down down down
you would shut it down down down
you be the baddest girl around round round
and they notice they notice
you would shut it down down down
you would shut it down down down
you be the baddest girl around round round
and they notice they notice
you would shut it, hey oh
these girls aint got nothing on you,
nothing on you

Girl you’re the greatest
and if he say you aint
girl he’s out his mind
you’re the finest
and if he say you aint
that boy done lost his mind
hey baby, everytime you come around
shut it down like computers
hey lady, step into my heart
and put you in the louboutins,

what you want
What you need
I can be
your everything
them other niggas
just wanna hit it but if they had it
wouldn’t know what to do with it
(and together)

we shut it down down down
they know we shut it down down down
your the baddest girl around, round round
they know this, they know this
we shut it down down down
they know we shut it down down down
your the baddest girl around, round round
they know this, they know this

you shut that muthfucker down down
ice cream conversations they all want the scoop
you shut that muthafucker down down down

Shooting Stars all around her, fire. comets.
I could bring her through and shut them down, Onyx
No, you’re not imagining, they’re looking at you long stares
Even though she’s standing out she looks like she belongs here
You feel the hours pass, until you find somethin’
I feel like when she moves – the time doesn’t
yeah, baby you finer than your fine cousin
and your cousin fine, but she don’t have my heart beating in double time
you just shut it down, girl
who told the cops where the party was?
why do I feel like I found The One?
What’s in these shots that you ordered us?
damn. I mean you sure know how to paint a town
ever since you came around its obvious you shut it down

You shut that shit down (down down down)
you shut it down (down down down)
you shut it down (down down down)
you shut it down (down down down)
you shut it down (down down down)
you shut it, ohh

You know this, you know this

you looking good girl
go go go get em girl,
go go go go hit em girl
go go go go go go
you shut it down

The way I’m feelin’
Things I say
All just happen
When you pass my way
What can I do
To make you stay?
I know it’s gettin’ late
But girl I don’t want you to leave
You tell me you’re just not the type
You wanna do this right
And I’m not tryna say I don’t believe you
But I refuse to feel ashamed
And if you feel the same
This wait ain’t gonna make us better people
Take those fuckin’ heels off, it’s worth it girl
Nothin’ is what I can picture you in
So take that fuckin’ dress off, I swear you won’t forget me
You’ll be happy that you let me lay you down down down
I’m tryna lay you down down down
You still the baddest girl around round round
They notice they notice
Let me lay you down down down
Tryna lay you down down down
You still the baddest girl around round round
And they notice they notice
You would shut it…

:,(

I'm lost of words.

Constant-ing this tricks.

Half-cab Heelflips.
Tre-flips.
360 Inward Heelflips.
Hardflips.
High-and-clean Pop-Shove Its.
That's all.
Post may be short from now on.
May not even post again.

I just love Haters around me.^^

Yeah! Good job guys! Tag me some more! Oh wait, I deleted my cbox. Hahaha! Sorry guys. All the best to you guys!^^

No use loving someone who doesn't feel the same way back.

Yeah. Quite true.







But somehow, I just can't.

2nd post. I still do. It's just that you didn't notice. How I feel towards you. How I feel inside. Well, it doesn't matter now, right? Up to you to answer it anyway.

New tricks coming up. No mood to post longlong. Bye.

You ARE Right.

Okay? You are. But, I just hate it when you're pissing me of. You and your jokes. I can't take it. People have limits. You just over-crossed it, man. I may have over-crossed it, but you were the one who did it first to me. You think I like being called that? Fuck sia. I didn't disturb you, but you disturb me. I know uh you fucking pro. Beat me in Game Of Skate under 1 minute lah. "Small tricks" lah. But, fuck man, I can tell you that you're not the best. No one is. Fucked up. And I know that you're trying to give me advice. But with the way you tell me the advice, man, I just can't take it. So, you're trying to tell me to stop running after her? Fine. I will. Some, are just... Too big for me to know now.





You win, bro. Hope you're happy.

FUCK YOU ARI. YOU FUCKING CUNT. I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE.

Oh man. I'm so fucking pissed with myself. I mean, WTF? WHY THE FUCK, DID I SAY LIKE THAT? I hope I'm dreaming. A BAD ONE. FUCK MAN. I'm like, crying over this conversation with her. Oh man. Why are you so stupid, Ari? No wonder your siblings always call you stupid. Because you never seem to think before doing anything. You stupid fucker. I wonder NOBODY likes you. You're a stupid, idiotic, moronic fucker that I have ever known in my entire life. I mean, you don't even think about what you want to say to her. You let her down, you fucking cunt. And now you're miserable. And it's your own fault. You stupid piece of shit.

Getting worst.

Sigh. I no mood to post today. No mood to skate some more just now. Cannot even concentrate on Game Of Skate. Lost a lot of times. It's starting to affect my life I used to live the best. Now I realized, how important she is to me in my life. But, there's a question that's not been answered. And I need to know the answer. And that is, are we still together? I've tried asking. Either she keep changing topics or she wouldn't message me back. It gets worse. Sometimes, like today, she wouldn't even reply my message. I don't know why. But I'll not think negatively. And don't ask me whether I'm fine or not. Because it's so obvious that I'm not. I said I'm fine sometimes because I really don't want to talk about it. It'll really turn my day off and I'll end up being sad all over again although I try to cheer myself up after that. And for those who kept cheering me on, I really appreciate your help and I'd like to thank you guys for giving me all the advice. For those who made me, us, fall into these situation, I hope you guys will fall in the same situation and feel how painful it is for both the girl and the guy. I really do. So, for those fuckers out there, try and test me again, and I'll make sure you get what you deserve. Try me.(:

PS: People from Facebook whom I don't know much are adding me up on msn. Fuck them.

We Are The World 25 For Haiti Lyrics.

We Are The World 25 For Haiti Lyrics
[Justin Bieber]
There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
[Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson]
When the world must come together as one
[Jennifer Hudson]
There are people dying
[Jennifer Nettles]
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
[Josh Groban]
We can’t go on
Pretending day by day
[Tony Bennet]
that someone, somehow will soon make a change
[Mary J Blige]
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need
[Chorus]
[Michael Jackson]
We are the world
We are the children
[Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Barbra Streisand]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Miley Cyrus]
Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
[Enrique Iglesias]
so their cries for help
will not be in vain
[Nicole Scherzinger]
We can’t let them suffer
no we cannot turn away
[Jamie Foxx]
Right now they need a helping hand
[Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
We are the Children
[Adam Levine]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
so lets start giving
[Pink]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[BeBe Winans]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Michael Jackson]
When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
[Usher]
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
[Celine Dion]
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
[Fergie]
When we stand together as one
[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Nick Jonas]
Got to start giving
[All]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[Toni Braxton]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Mary Mary]
We are the world
We are the children
[Tony Bennet]
Its for the children
[Isaac Slade]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
[Toni Braxton]
So lets start giving
[Lil Wayne]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Akon]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we make a better day
Just you and me
[T-Pain]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles]
Choice were making
saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz]
We all need somebody that we can lean on
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
when the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
we are the World united by love so strong
when the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs
a guided light on the dark road your walking on
a sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone
we are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Wyclef]
CABARETT
[Chorus - All]
[Kanye West]
Everyday citizens
everybody pitching in
[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
nou se timoun yo
[Will-I-Am]
You and I
You and I
[Kanye West]
Uh, 12 days no water
whats your will to live?
[Will-I-Am]
we amplified the love we watching multiply
[Kanye West]
Feeling like the Worlds end
we can make the World win
[Will-I-Am]
Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
and now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us
[Chorus - All]
[Wyclef Jean]
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
[End]

Questions I was supposed to ask myself.

Who IS the special "someone"?
Am I ever gonna be brave enough to confront her?
What am I supposed to do next?
If we're not meant to be, then what?
What will I feel/experience during the moment we're gonna be on separate ways?
Am I gonna do something about this?
Will I ever do it?
Ever since THAT day, did I notice that I'm slowly changing?
Ever since we were together, did I do something to make it last?
Why the fuck do people disturb our lives when they themselves know, how painful it is for them to be in our situation?
Why the fuck am I a loud mouth, telling everyone about us?
Why did I message her, knowing that there's a high possibility that she wouldn't reply?
Why am I still thinking about you, now that we're just friends?
Why am I hurt right now?
Is there ever gonna be a second try?
Is there ever gonna be a time where we, just the two of us, go out together again, just that we're not going out as a friend, but more than that?
Why am I still waiting for your message?
Will I ever get to hold your hands, even for a brief moment?
Will we ever be one again?














Not even one week passed.
But I enjoyed the time with you, however brief it may be.
I still remember, 09042010, after prayers.
I went to meet you.
Walked together very closely, under the umbrella.
Read books at the library together.
Talk to each other for a period of time.
Walked around at Causeway with you.
Sat at KFC, talking about us.
Went to cold storage, talking about the old times.
Sent you to Republic Polytechnic.
Walked there slowly.
Reached there, but sat around.
Sat closely beside you at the bus stop, talking about things while waiting for your tutor.
Laughed at lame jokes together.
Sent you towards the entrance.
Looked at you in your beautiful eyes for quite a while.
Said those three words twice; the second time louder.
Waited till you're inside, then I left.


The best feeling I've ever had.
Just keeps repeating inside my head.

HEART YOU!

YOU, yeah you, C! Haha. Hope no one knows who you are except for those who knew it already. Sigh. Only 5 days, but it seemed soo long that we're... Yeah. So, nothing much. Just learnt Varial Kickflips, Hardflips and Muska Flip/Illusion Flip. Damn fun to finally get hold of more tricks. Must try get some more tricks and constant them. Must try to go out together sometimes. Jyeah! That's all for today. A short post, is still a post for today.(:

BLOG'S DEAD. POST AFTER A WHILE.

Lesson Learnt.

I suddenly realized how stupid and dumb I am. I shouldn't have done that even though I really just wanted to express my feelings there. Hmmm. Look. I understand if you really don't want to communicate with me again. I know I was foolish. I really miss the days whereby we'll be chatting and laughing at each other with our jokes. Now, it seems that all of it just... faded away. All the fun times. Just like that. Looking back, I really enjoyed the thought. Now? Misunderstandings occur. Unhappiness is starting. I feel like I'm losing out of you. I feel I'm losing out to everybody. I lost hope of myself. I'm starting to hate myself. I'm beginning to think that I'm nothing to no one. Not even myself. All is lost for me. You may not notice it, but I'll always be moody and sleepy. Day and night, just thinking of you. People say,"Ari, just forget her laa. Move on with the others. You'll regret waiting for her." Well, I don't give a fuck about what you guys think. It's me who's going to lose or win, not you guys. You guys keep saying just move on, but do you guys know how hard it is to stop thinking of you. You guys keep saying that only. You guys, even though you guys are trying to help me, but have you guys ever think? You guys keep telling me this and that, but I never got a chance to express my thoughts. I don't think you guys even consider my thoughts just for one second.(except for my best friends, the 5, including me) I need you guys to stop helping me, unless I asked for it. And for you,











I just.....
Sigh.
I just want you to know that I really miss you and I'm becoming incredibly impatient and really annoying and really stupid and really dumb.
I just want you to know that....
I just want you to know that I love you.





























Yes, you.
The girl.





























Ari Haikal S.
Sorry.




















































P.S. I landed double kickflip. Tried a triple kickflip, but couldn't land, although it flipped three times.

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Hahahahahahahaha. Nothing better to do laa. Boring you know. Only talk to her only. Hahaha. Jokejokejoke. Then act merajok. Hahahaha. Then jokejokejoke again. Hehehe. Wah. Seriously dunno what to write sia. Uhh, never mind la. Just post this only. Tomorrow make new post. Hehehe. Buhbye!








Gerhana Ska Cinta-Hadirnya Cinta.:)

Kau permata Kaulah intan
Di sanubariku Kau pujaanku
Kau idamanku
Sinar Rembulan menerangi jiwa
Oh asmaraku Kau yang ku rindu
Hangatnya cintamu

Oh Tiada yang lain Kaulah satunya
Antara beribu
Cintamu sehangat sinar mentari
Membakar jiwaku
Hadirnya cintamu membawa bagia
Dalam hidupku
Bagaikan bulan dipagari bintang
Di malam syahdu :)

$20.

I need it for Saturday! Shit uh. Need to buy new deck. Hahahaha. Going skating this Saturday also. Go buy deck first, then skate. Yeah! Join me if anyone interested, eh? ^^ And need to constant double heelflip and NEED to land 360 inward heelflip! Shit! Hahaha. And one more thing. Need to really try to talk to her. Plan long time already but never talk to her. Seems easy, but it ain't as easy as that. Need to control the feelings inside somemore. That's what I think. Dunno about you guys lah eh. Hahahahaha. And I seriously need a new pair of SKATE SHOES. Seriously, all my shoes are fucked up, like yeah. Hahahaha. Can give me early presents? Hehehehe. Ok lah. Going chatting with friends and HER first. Next time then blog. Okay? Buhbye.

Hey...

NURUL AIN HASANAH!
Hahahaha. Nothing to write... Planned to write our names bigbig. Hahaha. So, just follow uh. Today quite funny, actually. We had sexuality education today. It was funny for me cos I can't stop laughing. Then, there was A+E Maths. I slept A LOT of times on both of Mr Cheok's class. Hahaha. Funny thing is, he didn't catch me. Only a couple of times. Hahahaha. Now need another 6 Bucks then want to buy deck. YES! Can't wait!(Although it's a 2nd-hand deck.) And finally, I NEED TO LAND TRE FLIP! Got one part I accidentally made a 540 flip. WTF? Hahahaha. Guess I need to control the deck more.... Sigh... Okay. That's all for today! Buhbye!

Sigh Number 2.

What should I do now? Kept thinking about her. Accidentally read her blog. Felt wrong. Now, I worry for her more. All soo sudden. Can't stop thinking. Never will. But the question remains: Should I EVER go on without her or should I just wait? My patience is wearing thin, but I need to cling on to it. Because I miss her so dearly much. Never had I this kind of feeling towards anybody. Oh please, stop talking about you leaving soon, please. It's making me think of you more. Please. I don't need you to love me. I just don't want you to get hurt. Promise me. Promise.

Nice.

I almost landed a Double Heelflip and a 360 Inward Heelflip last Saturday and Sunday. Hahaha. I did land the 360 Inward Heelflip, but I lean too far back, so I fell on my back. FUCKING PAINFUL. But I get the feeling already. Hahaha. Today tried Double Heelflip, but I fell on my butt before the deck turned halfway to the top. Sigh. Need to practice more. Hahaha. Planning on how to talk to Her with Hafiz just now. Hahaha. Like small boy trying to get a girl sia. Hahaha. But, I damn shy uh when I saw her or things like that. Dunno why uh. Just comes to me every time I see her. Like boy see new toy then dunno what to say. Hahaha! But the funny thing is, she didn't know that I was talking about her when she talked about it. She even asked me to go and talk to her. Hahaha! She is encouraging me to talk to her! Got signal already! Hahaha. Now I just need to control my eager and try to be normal. For that ONE moment. Any suggestions on how to talk to girls without choking? In serious need for suggestion. Hahaha. Anything just drop a message at msn or Facebook or just message me at my phone, okay?:D Buhbye!

Sigh.

I really don't feel like I wanna blog today. But it's soo long. So, decided to blog anyway. Million and one things in my mind. But I can't catch all of them. Don't know why. One thing is certain though. Heartbroken. Sick. Light-headed. Dumb piece of shit. You name it, I feel it. I really don't know why. I guess I shouldn't have started liking her. BUT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT? I'M A GROWING MAN, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. But, what to do. I'm just another looser who just wants to be loved. Well, didn't get it. Typing this almost made me cry. Such a sensitive guy I am. Well, there's nothing that I could do except to pray that I don't get attracted to my desires or worse, her. Argh! I can't get her off my mind! FUCK! Cannot bear. I gtg. Big headache.

Sorry.

Hey. Sorry didn't post blog for a long time. I had a really hard struggle about something. Don't ask. BTW, just wanted to say that, What The Hell Should I Do Now? Want to talk to her, but I'm scared cos I think I hurt her feelings yesterday. Shit. Shouldn't talk to her about this in the first place. But, what to do. Things happen. Just have to move along. Sigh..... Well, most probably she wouldn't be talking to me anymore. Worst case scenario. And I started it. You know, sometimes I really find myself to be a stupid, idiotic moron. But, who cares? No one does. So, why bother. I think I'm not posting a new entry for a loooooong time, but don't worry. I'll try to post as soon as possible. Well, I'm all sad now. Nothing else to do. So, goodbye.