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Lesson Learnt.

I suddenly realized how stupid and dumb I am. I shouldn't have done that even though I really just wanted to express my feelings there. Hmmm. Look. I understand if you really don't want to communicate with me again. I know I was foolish. I really miss the days whereby we'll be chatting and laughing at each other with our jokes. Now, it seems that all of it just... faded away. All the fun times. Just like that. Looking back, I really enjoyed the thought. Now? Misunderstandings occur. Unhappiness is starting. I feel like I'm losing out of you. I feel I'm losing out to everybody. I lost hope of myself. I'm starting to hate myself. I'm beginning to think that I'm nothing to no one. Not even myself. All is lost for me. You may not notice it, but I'll always be moody and sleepy. Day and night, just thinking of you. People say,"Ari, just forget her laa. Move on with the others. You'll regret waiting for her." Well, I don't give a fuck about what you guys think. It's me who's going to lose or win, not you guys. You guys keep saying just move on, but do you guys know how hard it is to stop thinking of you. You guys keep saying that only. You guys, even though you guys are trying to help me, but have you guys ever think? You guys keep telling me this and that, but I never got a chance to express my thoughts. I don't think you guys even consider my thoughts just for one second.(except for my best friends, the 5, including me) I need you guys to stop helping me, unless I asked for it. And for you,











I just.....
Sigh.
I just want you to know that I really miss you and I'm becoming incredibly impatient and really annoying and really stupid and really dumb.
I just want you to know that....
I just want you to know that I love you.





























Yes, you.
The girl.





























Ari Haikal S.
Sorry.




















































P.S. I landed double kickflip. Tried a triple kickflip, but couldn't land, although it flipped three times.