Sigh.

I really don't feel like I wanna blog today. But it's soo long. So, decided to blog anyway. Million and one things in my mind. But I can't catch all of them. Don't know why. One thing is certain though. Heartbroken. Sick. Light-headed. Dumb piece of shit. You name it, I feel it. I really don't know why. I guess I shouldn't have started liking her. BUT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT? I'M A GROWING MAN, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. But, what to do. I'm just another looser who just wants to be loved. Well, didn't get it. Typing this almost made me cry. Such a sensitive guy I am. Well, there's nothing that I could do except to pray that I don't get attracted to my desires or worse, her. Argh! I can't get her off my mind! FUCK! Cannot bear. I gtg. Big headache.

Sorry.

Hey. Sorry didn't post blog for a long time. I had a really hard struggle about something. Don't ask. BTW, just wanted to say that, What The Hell Should I Do Now? Want to talk to her, but I'm scared cos I think I hurt her feelings yesterday. Shit. Shouldn't talk to her about this in the first place. But, what to do. Things happen. Just have to move along. Sigh..... Well, most probably she wouldn't be talking to me anymore. Worst case scenario. And I started it. You know, sometimes I really find myself to be a stupid, idiotic moron. But, who cares? No one does. So, why bother. I think I'm not posting a new entry for a loooooong time, but don't worry. I'll try to post as soon as possible. Well, I'm all sad now. Nothing else to do. So, goodbye.